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Never let you go

So I'm sitting here in the library at this study desk listening to some music through my laptop. Its about 5:28pm and I am fairly tired, been stuck on campus since early morning around 9am. The atmosphere here seems pretty flat and dead. Theres about only 10 people sitting some where around here max. Really quiet..
nothing close to interesting besides a few girls walking on campus I can see outside my window. Dude I am totally bored out of my mind, I just watched an hour of CNN videos and spent another half an hour looking for some song to download "Didn't even get the song". Um I heard it on Marylin's myspace, honestly I had no idea who sang it till i kept on listening to it. Sounded familiar but I couldn't put my finger on it exactly. Googled it and it was Saves the day! That's another band I completely forgot about from highschool. I been making a list of songs for the past few months, composed of mostly artist that I liked in my highschool days. Yeah my harddrive died a few years ago and I lost a dope collection of mp3's. Major bummer but I started all over again, honestly the music I have now is microscopic compared to the vast amount of P2P songs I had. The depressing part is that I can't remember all of the artist I lost, so when they do pop up again I type it up on my cellphone if I'm on the go or type it up on a notepad. Yup its a long scrutinous task but the satisfaction of listening to a old song smacks that nostalgic feeling into me. Ahhh memories!
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So its....Five fourty 2 and only about an hour and twenty minutes to go until class starts. I don't think I will survive unless I take an abundance of notes to keep myself from nodding off. Oh and I get to sit next to Thuy! She is one strange girl, I used to like her, but this chick has personal issues she needs to resolve within herself before anything. It's very unappealing, I try to talk to her but she think she is the renaissance girl. She is a twig and she takes wrestling class, I think thats neat but there's a line between confidence and being who you are. ANYWAYS point is she plays hard to get x562. F that! Well my friends did call her strange at first, I defended her while they did. Up till the point where she kinda...got weird to me. Haha It's strange how I used to have a crush on her, and now I just see the more I know the person, the better my judgment becomes "well most of the time".

Dude this chair is starting to hurt my back. I am getting tiredddddd! Oh I just remembered, Mai found me on myspace yesturday. I was like wtf, who are you? Anyways Mai is some girl back in highschool I had a crush on, we had spanish class together. I flunked that class because all I did was pretend to listen at the professor and stare at Mai lol. We wrote a few notes to each other back and forth, she knew I liked her and likewise. I forgot the rest of the details. It was back then when I got that butterfly feeling in my stomach when I'm around her. Ever since HS never had the same feeling about a girl again. Is it necessary for me to be that naive about my feelings? When I was a child, I spoke like a child, thought like a child, and reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I gave up my childish ways. Corinthians 13:11. But yeah she's on of those special girls that I wanted. Shes very christian, I hope she is not anything like Tammy. Tammy was a psychotic nymph. Horrid chapter of my life where my innocence was crucified lol.
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