This year things moved at a slower pace when I think about it. There was not much going on, especially for this fourth of July. I went out to have some mexican food with vince and steve. Steve came back from colorado a few weeks ago. Picked himself up a new IS 250, white with blue pearls. After the snack we went to get some boba at tapi down the street.

While driving around GG and santa ana we saw quite a few bottle rockets and some stuff straight from China. Well I couldnt sleep and half way through inital D the movie I went to wash the civic. Happy 4th guys.

So this morning, around 12:30am, I got hungry fighting the urge to smoke. It was one of the hardest thing to do, I felt as if I had a strong restless urge to do something. The itch was eating away from me. I went to the fridge to scope for some food but no snacks were available. Instead there was a case of Heineken beer. I normally don't like Heineken but it was that or nothing. Half way through the can I got hungry. So I drove down the street to get some wings at the diamond plaza!

Chatted with the dude working there, he was chill. I was talking trash about this stupid city. Boy I wish it would just rip itself apart. This conformist city that is populated by a majority of imitation bourgeoisie.

Hurray!@ my dinner snack!

When I ordered the chicken, the clerk offered me the menu to choose from a list that had names for the type of acid that will come out of my ass the next morning. It ranged from mild "basic" original spicy, extra spicy, and kamikaza "which i had a week ago". SO i got myself extra spicy, wasn't too bad but I did sweat when it came down to the last two wings in there bathing in hot sauce left at the bottom of the container. The good thing about extra spicy is that it did not hurt too bad, and I got to spend about 20min of paid work time sitting on the throne.

i am such a loser, im drinking heineken in my room alone
(11:31:51 PM): and downloading crappy illegal movies =(
(11:32:03 PM): made for teens

Its late night, and no one feels like going to bed early. So even if we have work tomorrow morning we just sit here and enjoy the night breeze, the cool air on the skin and the glow of the moon makes everything feel right at place. That is, until you wake up late for work =O

So, I been trying to quit smoking and its working fairly...okay. Nothing that I cant handle, actually I'm going insane! FUCK SHIT CUNT asl;dkfjsl;jdf!!@Q#$@Q$%R I feel like, I am super restless and edgy. I been trying to keep myself preoccupied by doing something. Nothing is really working besides researching crap I wanna buy for a ridiculous amount of money! Sooooooooooooooo I'm just having this crazy surge of anxiety. Soon, I will start doing yoga to help myself. I really need to quit, but sometimes I look back and for one sec not give a fuck and light up somewhere else.
I don't want to keep talking about smoking on right now. So lets leave it at that?

So me and Susan broke up, a week ago about. I feel as if thats the best for both of us, she is on a different page and point of life then I am correct? I do miss her, especially the way she treats me. I might be selfish by trying to get her to hang out with me lately, which she hasn't, she has way better will power then me. Or its that I'm just a pig and she is not. I should look for a new girlfriend or at least date around. I'm hoping Susan will find the right guy, she deserves much better then me.

Oh remember when I wrote about the new keyboard I got last year? Well I'm still using it and I hate it! I learned about daskeyboard, cherry, and FILCO Majestouch keyboards and I am so stoked on the clicky sounds. Makes me feel like the keyboard I'm using right now is a piece of shit. But for around 120 bucks, they are super plain and a big waste of money.

Leave it at that, I'll see how the smoking goes.

So today was a long day, I didnt get much done. Went to work (sucked) and did my daily routine. Our new manager Darline is a bitch, so is alexis now since she got promoted and started to get on my ass about everything. Not her fault but she needs to learn to communicate better towards people without upsetting them.

I texted susan once in a while but I lagged at replying since I was out and about. I think she is mad at me for something... cant really put my finger on it but I'm a guy. Ill probably never figure it out on my own.

Im supposed to be sitting here doing some excel homework for some class.. i believe it is.... marketing 354.

I went to a coffee shop in Garden Grove with Arthur and Kevin, was fun, chilled with his homegirl whats her face. Went to the arcade at Mcfadden and Harbor and got my ass perfected in sf4 by some asian dude =( . Finally gave up and went to frys to pick up a fight stick, but the collectors edition was sold out. I did pick up a acer aspire pc as a gift for moms bday while I was there.

Well, its been a while since I last made a post. I feel really bad for not updating my page with so many memories that have came and gone. I still busy, so this is a post to remind myself to actually write something this weekend!

Oh and note to self, I'm dating Susan "Soon Mi", and its going pretty well so far! How about that huh? I don't believe it either..... been seeing her for over five months, maybe more. Broke my previous record by a mile haha.