So, I been trying to quit smoking and its working fairly...okay. Nothing that I cant handle, actually I'm going insane! FUCK SHIT CUNT asl;dkfjsl;jdf!!@Q#$@Q$%R I feel like, I am super restless and edgy. I been trying to keep myself preoccupied by doing something. Nothing is really working besides researching crap I wanna buy for a ridiculous amount of money! Sooooooooooooooo I'm just having this crazy surge of anxiety. Soon, I will start doing yoga to help myself. I really need to quit, but sometimes I look back and for one sec not give a fuck and light up somewhere else.
I don't want to keep talking about smoking on right now. So lets leave it at that?

So me and Susan broke up, a week ago about. I feel as if thats the best for both of us, she is on a different page and point of life then I am correct? I do miss her, especially the way she treats me. I might be selfish by trying to get her to hang out with me lately, which she hasn't, she has way better will power then me. Or its that I'm just a pig and she is not. I should look for a new girlfriend or at least date around. I'm hoping Susan will find the right guy, she deserves much better then me.

Oh remember when I wrote about the new keyboard I got last year? Well I'm still using it and I hate it! I learned about daskeyboard, cherry, and FILCO Majestouch keyboards and I am so stoked on the clicky sounds. Makes me feel like the keyboard I'm using right now is a piece of shit. But for around 120 bucks, they are super plain and a big waste of money.

Leave it at that, I'll see how the smoking goes.

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