I feel a little nostalgic tonight, reminiscing about fun relaxed feelings I had on those cool nights back in highschool. How I miss those days, heck it has been only four or five years since and I can hardly recall. Because of this I am very much afraid of becoming twenty two. How the number would reflect who i am, but that person I am expected to be is far in the distance in my eyes. I see myself as a adolescence sixteen year old who has his shoe laces untied half the time. I still have the shoe laces thing going on really. HmmM my stomach is telling me it wants food. Idk what to give it. If my stomach was a monster i would feel it those alien slave girls like jabba the hut feeds those dancer chicks to the big monster in star wars return of the jedi!
Tonight is super chill, I am doing nothing and it feels great, why? I dont know nothing special happened, got drunk last night with arthur in diamond bar but i do that every saturday night. Think im just happy "nirvana"? sOoOoOo what are you up0 to my friend who is reading this? I wonder who you are, and how you were able to read this. If I let you, or you happened to stumble upon this page. Or someone gave it to you without my permission! totally uncool I will track u down and assassinate you.
If life is my witness I am now trying to live as if everyday is the last day of my life. I wil lead myself on to be a more FUN person. Because I am sick of hearing depression news on the tv, it eats me inside to think about this. Slience to the biased tv stations and their propaganda. I think the world needs a modern version of the hippys of the 60s. It would make me feel happy.
Well i absolutely would like to have a conversation with someone right now but thats not going to happen! good night.
