My friend Phuong just arrived at Diamond Bar this afternoon from her long drive. I gave my promise and got that day off of work to take a little visit. The drive there was hot, I could feel the sweat dripping down my back as i shifted gears. When I finally got there it was a nice welcome. Said hi, the usual stuff, no sarcastic humor yet. There were three girls and two guys, Phuong, her little sister Hang, and their friend Mary. Mary being on the big boned side evidently had a cute face. She's an adorable girl that is looking for attention, but the snobby side of a typical fat girl isn't totally gone yet. Hang was the young jail bait girl, she said hi and gave me a little wave with a smile. Vinh and Edwin are the two guys that accompanied them. Not much to say one big guy one small guy. Felt like they would been great in the god father if an Asian version is released. Last but not least Phuong, the reason why I came to hang out. She isn't your typical girl, she's a loyal friend, now my description of her might be sounding to her favor is because I'm into her not that she knows.
We hung out and I drove them to here or there. Probably the best time I spent with her before immature emotions kicked in. Anyways fast forward a little bit and its been two days since they spent time here. I went off to fix Danny's lude and check out a few new guns. King had some good stuff lately. Nothing special I'm living in the perverse world of a typical college student, I had my eye on her.
Spent a few more days hanging out with Phuong's friends, didn't see much of anyone else this week. What ticked me off is that I barely spoke to her, years passed and miles driven I did not feel comfortable with her. She felt shy and up tight, thats okay. Reminds me that I'm on my own for a reason. I lost faith before I wont again.
More crap when on behind stage between me and phuong. She wasn't mature enough or had the curiosity to put on a fake smile for a friend. I thought she was selfish for asking for so much yet barely put the effort to say much to me. Enough was enough, I wont bitch or wine, I understand. I wasted a few more days dealing with this stuff.
I want to be forgotten.
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